hi....
this is the day i am leaving amdavad and finishing my 6 month training and gonna start using this blog for first time(wow a lot of coincidence..isn't it??).. i hope i will continue enjoying this as it may be the only convincing thing at the moment which shares my love...its been terrific days that i have been living here.
As somebody told that life is all about experiencing new things every day and i am no more an exception for it..and certainly did it in MUMBAI.
According to me, this is the place which makes you love challenging..it was a wonderful 6 months which taught me little little things yet bigger bigger values..yeah there was a lot of struggles for getting the love of mumbai and there were some weeping nights,yet everything meant something.
Often i think that a little thing can make you feel good about your whole life. for me that little thing was my new year party.God it was fantastic,unforgettable and mind blowing for some reasons.
you know "when i am having a party even an alien looks like my neighbor, where as when i am in normal even my neighbor look like an alien".wow it looks a bit weird right..
As a part of mumbai life i met Mr.Fernandes who just made me to think what kind of magic i can do with people and i hope this can be my turning point in my life..The team i had in this training was just terrific. look guys i can sacrifice anything to get you as my friends and believe me i am meaning this!!!
you know when i meet different places and different people, i just start to think that my life cant get any better than this.but sometimes i am thinking the other way around too which sinks me in emptiness..
oh its been even tough in amdavad. god its been the loneliest days in my life if i am true. one pongal night i just had my forgettable dinner with Mr.Loneliness who becomes my close friend now!!!. .
i really think that if i am not expressing my feeling in life then it does mean that i am not enjoying my freedom in life.
i don't know why my people are hesitating to express their thoughts and their love!!!and after all this is how this world is revolving...isn't it??? Now days i am starting to wonder whether a true unconditional love is feasible at all and certainly it doesn't look good at the moment!!!
Gladly amdavad and its loneliness is over now and heading towards a new life in bangalore..and certainly expecting some tough decisions to be made!!!
i am really feeling good when i am sharing my feelings and certainly i am making this blog only for the sake of that!!! thank god for giving me words!!!
see you next time with some even some bigger heart...
muruga.pon
